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Sunday, June 17, 2007

The Unfilial Daughter - Chapter 33

The soft jazz music coming from the front traveled in all directions of the elegant restaurant. It was in this restaurant that Edison shared an elusive table with his wife and uncle.

It was the fourth night in a row he had deliberately pushed off dinner meetings to pick his wife up from the office. He never mentioned the reason for this sudden availability and was just as glad that she didn't ask. Ever since he could remember he disliked explanations especially if he was on the side of giving, and despite how strong his feelings for his wife were, was uncomfortable when it came to expressing them, even to her. It made him feel vulnerable and foolish.

If he wanted to be able to have a few hours with her each day, wanted to be there to help deal with her drunken father at night, she needn't have to know. It was the same train of thought that had him leaving instructions with her assistant to automatically order her lunch if she didn't have any lunch meetings after his interrogation of the younger woman resulted in news of his wife often skipping her mid-day meal to work, leaving him worried for her health especially after the incident on the phone a few days ago.

That was just his personality. Who he was.

"I don't know how you put up with him," his uncle winked to his wife then took her hand. "You should run away with me. We can live on a remote island somewhere. Hunt by day and cuddle by night."

Despite that knowledge that his Uncle Nick was obvious trying to get a ride out of him, Edison could not help the jealousy soaring through his insides and in that unguarded moment, it showed through his clenched jaws. The result brought a triumphing smile to his uncle's lips and a glowing one to his wife's. Perhaps just perhaps, in the end it was all worth that small degree of embarrassment on his part.

"Oh Nick, you are such a flirt," his wife said in the direction of his uncle then turned and gave his hand a small squeeze before rising. "Excuse me for a second."

His eyes continued to linger on her shrinking figure and couldn't help noticing that she had lost some weight when an amusing chuckle called his attention.

"So this is what it is like to be whipped, eh nephew?"

Edison could only retorted with a smirk. Despite his male pride, he could not deny his uncle's statement. For his wife, he would anything.

"But by god, Gillian is a special woman. An unique combination of strength and character," he paused, "I might be in love myself."

His uncle waited until his gaze turned into a glare before releasing another chuckle. "No worries nephew, I won't steal her from you. Even though we both know she would gladly run off with me," his uncle's eyes twinkled again before turning serious. "Actually, I've found one of my own. I'm getting married in a few months. As soon as the missus can find the right dress."

The news came completely unexpected. As far as he could remember, his uncle was an absolute flirt that bounced from woman to woman. He was never deliberately cruel but had definitely left a trail of broken hearts.

"Actually, you've seen her...we met at the Tse International Annual ball."

Edison could no longer hide the amusement that came dancing through his eyes. "I see."

Even the strongest tout could be caught, he amused.

"Her name is Ruby Lin."

The named immediately jotted his memory. "Heiress to the biggest cosmetics company in Taiwan."

"Also, the most spoiled and demanding woman I've ever met."

"Yet, you want to marry her."

"We all must take our deserved punishment," the older man toyed with the glass of wine in his hand and for a second, looked thoughtful, "She's a hellcat, my hellcat."

Edison nodded. "So hell is finally freezing over."

His uncle was finally settling down.

"Yes, it's official now," then raised his voice a notch, "hell is freezing over."

Patriots from other tables stared in their direction with puzzled expressions but the two hardly noticed as they shared a hearty laugh.

"As soon as the date is set, we'll be sending out the invitations. But just so you know, I'll be expecting the two of you there," at what he saw as hesitation, he quickly amended, "No excuses."

"No excuses," Edison raised the wine glass then poured all the liquid into his mouth. The underlying meaning was clear.

His parents.

They would be there. And even so, his uncle wanted him there to share his special day.

Much had changed in the last one and a half year but one thing remained the same, the animosity he held for the pair that gave him life. It was their fault that his sister was dead. It was their fault she had never spent a day in happiness.

His sister.

Karena would have been so happy to see their uncle settle down. Just as his maternal grandparents would have been.

"What are you two gentlemen talking about," his wife returned to her seat.

"I was just telling Edison that I'm getting marry soon and I want guys to attend the wedding."

She leaned over and gave his uncle a kiss on the cheek. "Congratulations! Of course, we'll be there."

For the rest of dinner, conversation moved from the specifics of the wedding to the issues plaguing Chung Enterprises. Temporarily overtaking the position of Chen Corporation's CEO, his uncle offered his assistance but Edison declined, wanting little to do with anything in connection with his parents.

With warily thoughts lingering in the back of his mind the evening ended.

*

When the Chung home came into view, Gillian transferred her attention from the road to the man beside her. Her husband had been quiet throughout the drive home from the restaurant. Even so, she knew his thoughts were far from calm. Though he made no issue of it, they both knew that it was inevitable that they would run into his parents at his uncle's wedding. Something she was most certain he did not look forward to.

But unlike her husband she neither felt like nor dislike for them. They had mistreated their children and in the end paid the ultimate price for their negligence. She couldn't find it in her heart to pity them. But neither after seeing their grief could she hate them. Perhaps, that was just life. Too many irreversible mistakes.

Cool air and silence framed the dark night.

Gillian slid out of the car seat and closed the door behind her. She took several steps forward when the Victorian-styled fountain passed the front door came into focus and brought back some long buried memories.

"Do you mind if we talk a walk in the garden before we go inside?"

Her husband nodded.

Somewhere along the way from the car to the garden, their hands entwined. "When Kenny and I were young we used to run around the garden all the time. When I was too tired to run he would carry me on his back," with a small sigh she added, "Those were the days."

Even now she could see vividly a young boy no more than nine or ten wearing a blue t-shirt and matching shorts, on his feet were a pair of laced up sneakers, carrying a little girl with pigtails in a short pink dress. Kenny had learned to master the art of string lace tying before she was able to even pull socks on her tiny feet, which if their mother or Mrs. Lo was not around, he helped her with. It seemed as though he was always there to help her into this last bit of attire so as not to waste any of their playtime. And not once had he ever left her alone to fend for herself. He always waited patiently and helped as he saw fit.

Under the supervision of either their mother or Mrs. Lo, the two would dash all over the garden until his hair was soaked with perspiration and she was too tired to move a limb. It was usually then he would crouch down so that she can climb on to his back so that they can enjoy the last few minutes before having to head back inside for a bath and dinner.

With a faint smile on her lips, she turned in time to see the distant look in her husband's eyes. It was not hard to guess where his mind has wander off to.

His sister.

Did lost ever hurt less with time?

Did love really grow faint with absence?

No. The answer was clear. Her husband would always love his sister, just as her death would always pain him. The older she grew, the more years that passed the more Gillian realized that there was just too many tears and cracks in the heart that could never been amended. The best example would be her parents, whether her father bared any hatred or blame toward her mother, the result of their marriage was just the same. It was over for them. It was only a matter of whether they would be able to pick up the pieces of their lives again and live on separately.

The truth ate away at her heart like acid but nevertheless Gillian knew there was no changing, no going back. So she took a deep breath and decided to change the train of their thoughts. Live only for the smiles and not the tears. "For my eighteenth birthday, my parents threw me a huge party. The estate was covered from end to end with glowing lights. In the darkness, the house looked almost magical."

Even though, her words had drawn no response from her husband, she knew he was listening. "I felt like a princess that night in my very own fairytale."

"You looked like one too."

Her head turned. Surprise clearly written in her eyes. "How would you know?"

He chuckled smugly and led her forward. "My dear Gillian how forgetful you are. Or perhaps, my presence was just not enough to attract your attention."

It took a moment for her to realize that she had forgotten he had been there. It was actually her first memory of him. Overconfident and arrogant. How could she have forgotten?

It was her turn to smile smugly. "How could I forget? The red streaks in your spiky hair made me think you were some triad member on the loose."

"So that's what you thought. No wonder you gave me such a nasty glare when our parents introduced us."

"If you thought my reaction was bad then, imagine how I looked when my father told me I had to marry you," she broke free from his hold and deliberately walked further so that he could not see her smiling.

She had reacted pretty badly when her father broke the news to her. But now, after so many years, after all they have been through, she couldn't imagine life without Edison. Neither did the slap from her father that day bring back bitter memories anymore.

His voice sounded so casual and amused. "I doubt it could compare to the reaction I had when I was informed."

She knew he was deliberately chiding her but couldn't stop herself from spinning around to give him a glare. What she hadn't expected was for him to pull her into his arms and crush his lips into hers.

Under the moonlight, the pair told in unspoken words how little they regretted the past that brought them to each other. And the inability to express the amount of hope they held for the future.

Their future.

The Unfilial Daughter - Chapter 32

The morning sun hit the exterior of the fifty-floor glass tower and bounced off. Through the window of her office, Gillian's gaze swept across the captivating Hong Kong skyline and held at a large construction site that ran miles long in all directions.

The resort.

The completely built structure of the main resort had been torn down as demanded by the Department of Housing and Urban Development. Six months of time and money were down the drain. What more was that the deadline to complete first phrase of the resort was fast approaching and they have yet to gather enough funds to begin construction again.

But there was still hope. Her husband was diligently bringing in new investors.

Once built, the resort would be able to accommodate more than five thousand guests. The facilities would range from spa and sauna to paintball, tennis, golf, and swimming. Within the plans were also an enormous high-end shopping center, a multi-cultural museum, and a rare exhibit zoo. Tourism would never look at Hong Kong the same again. Neither would the rest of the world. And most of all, the survival of Chung Enterprises depended on it.

The beep of the intercom brought Gillian to her desk. The dark gray knee-length dress and black pumps emphasized her slender figure while the sleep ponytail drew attention to her beautiful facial structure. On the outside, she looked confident and impassive. But the telltale sign of her arms tightly wrapped around her rib cage told otherwise.

"Yes?" She spoke into the intercom.

"Mrs. Chen, Mr. Law of Hsuan Corp. is on the phone for you," her assistant replied.

"Send his call through."

When the light on her office phone blinked, she pushed the button for speakerphone and took her seat. "Uncle Law?"

A smooth masculine voice greeted her.

Her memories of the tall savvy Gallen Law had always been fond. Having been her father's right-hand man for over fifteen years, he spoiled her brother and herself as much as any blood relation. And gave as much to Chung Enterprises as her father. It was only ten years ago that the conformed bachelor finally looked out from his forest of female companions and found the woman that captured his heart, Jessica Hsuan of Hsuan Corp, a rival company. After their marriage, Gallen at the insistence of his new in-laws resigned from Chung Enterprises and joined Hsuan Corp. But despite the change, the friendship between Gallen Law and her family continued.

Her heart felt an anxious tug while the words left her lips. "Uncle Law I thought you were still on vacation. Has there been a problem?"

"Actually there is. And I've been trying to reach your father all last night but only got his voicemail."

"Father hasn't been entirely himself lately," she said unworried of speaking honestly. Her mother's confession that afternoon weeks ago had wounded her father. Rather than slaving over the company as he always had, his new obsession was alcohol. Just last night, she found him drunk in the den. "What is the problem?"

"I kind of had a feeling something was wrong. What happened?"

Unable to avoid the subject, Gillian gave him a brief overview deliberately keeping her emotions distant.

"I don't know what to say. I can only imagine how hard your father is taking this. Let me know if there's anything I can do."

"I will. But Uncle Law, back to the reason you called."

"Yes. We've run into a problem. Hsuan Corp.'s board of directors wants to re-evaluate the investment."

"But Mr. Hsuan gave us his word," she gasped, referring to Hsuan Corp.'s chairman and Gallen Law's father-in-law.

"Yes, but rumors of Chung Enterprises' instability have been flooding the grapevines. The board's concerned. I just wanted to call to let you know to be prepared."

And because she already knew he would do his best to help them, she didn't ask. "I understand."

"I also heard that many members on the Chung Enterprises' board is grumbling a lot outside. They might very well take this opportunity to attack your father."

"Ken Tong and Ray Liu have always wanted to overtake father's position as the chairman," she recalled the two men bitterly. "But we won't give them the opportunity."

It was a promise she hoped she would be able to keep.

Hours later, the sun was already well on its way to retirement for the day but in front of her desk, Gillian continued to shift from page to page through large black metal spiral folder, drinking in the finer details of the resort that her brother had called to ask her to check on. Her eyes burned from tiredness but her will and determination fueled by countless cups of coffee pushed forward.

With her brother stationed at the resort site, her husband out meeting with potential investors, and her father more drunk than sober, she alone was left to hold down the fort. Her responsibilities ranged from paper pushing to fending off the press whom were more than ready to tear the company apart with their pens to gain market share.

When familiar melodious ring suddenly sounded off, her hand automatically reached for her cell phone and muttered a greeting while her eyes remained unmoved on the third page of the expense report.

"Vice President of the Chung Enterprises and all I get is an absentminded hello?"

The teasing voice of her husband automatically brought a smile to her lips. For the time being that he was on the other end of the phone, she would forget about the exhaustion eating away at her body and the problems already knocking on their front door. "I would be more tempted to be personable if someone offered to buy me dinner."

She heard his deep chuckle. "You sure know how wheel and deal. Maybe you should be the one out here trying to fish investors instead of me."

It was her turn to chuckle. "Oh, I would be except that would leave you with no purpose. God knows you're more likely to strangle the reporters than pacify them."

Another smile touched her lips as she recalled the infuriated expression on a reporter's face when her husband knocked him down in her defense back when the news broke out that her brother was having marital problems.

The tension in her shoulders was beginning to ease away.

She was about to ask about the results of his meetings when a wave of nausea hit fiercely. Out of instinct her free hand covered her mouth while the hand holding the cell phone let go to reach for the box of tissues across from the desk. It was only after the knot in her throat settled that she noticed the spilled coffee.

A muffle curse escaped while she put the phone back to her ear and heard her husband calling her name.

"I'm sorry. I'm was feeling a bit nauseous before and accidentally dropped the phone," she explained at the same time carefully moving the files on her desk out of harm's way and began patting down the spill.

"How are you feeling now? Any better? Actually, stay put -- I'll be right there."

"No. No. I'm much better now. I probably just drank too much coffee. I'll be alright," then said, changing the topic, "Don't you have a meeting with Adam Cheng soon? He detests tardiness."

"But --"

"No buts. I'll be fine. I'll see you at home tonight."

After exchanging goodbyes, Gillian continued to pat down the coffee. When the last of the coffee had been soaked away she released a slow breath and discovered the silver picture frame in her hand that had been unconsciously picked up during her cleaning.

The eight by six color photograph had been taken on the eve of her eighteenth birthday. In formal satin gowns, her mother and herself stood in a close embrace while her father and brother stood on either side in similar tuxedos.

Her slender finger reached out to the smooth glass surface and traced along soft and elegant features of the woman that gave her life.

Days had stretched into weeks since that afternoon in her father's den. But like the aftermath of a sudden violent storm over a peaceful tropical island, causing trees to fall and landscape to shift. Paradise would never be the same again. Her mother had moved from the Chung home to the Church. While her father drank excessively. The smiles and laughter that once filled the small household and spacious hallways would never be again. The warmth had changed to shock and mourning.

Her mother may not have been behind the wheels that night that Margie Tsang had died, but the woman's blood would forever be on her hands because she had made the choice to drive away leaving the woman to die.

It was a debt.

A debt that could never be erase.

Later than night her car came through the dark metal gates. With the exception of her father's limousine the entire garage was empty, which meant neither her husband nor brother were home yet. As was the routine last few weeks.

"Miss," the jovial housekeeper welcomed her into the house. "Have you eaten yet? Should I prepare dinner?"

The thought of food had brought some tension to her throat and made her quickly dismiss the idea. "No thanks, Mrs. Lo. I'm not hungry."

The housekeeper having taken care of her since birth must have seen through lie. "Are you alright, Miss? You've been looking a bit pale. If you're not hungry how about just some congee?"

Gillian nodded and produced a small smile, unable to reject the concern of the older woman. "Let me take a shower first. I'll be down afterwards."

It was the same type of love and concern that brought her to the den instead of her own room. After two light knocks, she entered the dark room and found her father sprawled behind the large desk where a bottle of liquor laid virtually empty with his eyes opened, looking toward the balcony doors.

"Daddy," she walked closer.

The man in front of her resembled nothing like the father she had always known. Instead of projecting a dignified and immaculate presence, his hair was uncombed; his shirt was half buttoned and not properly tucked.

She kneeled until their heads were leveled. "Daddy."

Words could not describe the helplessness that ate through her at that moment.

"Gillian." He did not look at her.

"Daddy," tears sprang from her eyes and blurred her vision.

"All my life, I've been proud. Proud that I have always been able to think one step ahead of others. Proud that I have been able to keep Chung Enterprises afloat despite all the financial difficulties. But the truth is...I am nothing but a failure. I can't even protect the women by my side. Margie, your mother, even you." His words came out slightly slurred.

"It's not true--"

"It is true. Whether I want to believe it or not, Margie had left me in order to protect me. Even with child, she didn't want to put me in a difficult situation. She loved me so much but never -- never was I able to do anything for her. And your mother, I haven't been a good husband to her. I wanted to hate her for what happened to Margie but in the end, I hate only myself. And you," he finally looked at her for the first time, "I had even sacrifice the happiness of my own daughter to save the company. What kind of father am I?"

The self-accusations torn her heart. "It's not that at all. None of it was your fault. It's fate that should be blamed."

"Fate? Or my own incompetence?"

The Unfilial Daughter - Chapter 31

The curtains over the double sliding glass doors were pulled shut. The lights were off. With the exception of the small glow from the alarm clock the large rectangular bedroom was enclosed in absolute darkness. From the model racecar collection that filled the shelves to the walk-in closet that was almost equal size to the room, all was hidden.

Hidden behind a blanket of emptiness.

"Hi, this is Charlene. I'm not available right now. Please leave your name and number and I'll return your call as soon as I can. Thanks."

The sweet voice vibrated from the receiver. His grip around the smooth handset tightened until the pads of his fingers were numb. But with the same force, his powerful thumb landed on a small rubber button and abruptly ended the call before the anticipated piercing beep. His heart wanted to hold on but his pride made him let go.

He was no longer in her thoughts.

He was no longer the one she loved.

He had lost her.

The only comfort came from the occasionally glimpses of her he managed from deliberately waiting by her home or boutique. He was aware of exactly what went on in her quiet life. To his surprise, not only did she not go back to Kenny Chung, she signed the divorce papers to end their marriage of two and a half years. On top of that she had adopted Timmy. Their Timmy. Her full lips curved into such a sweet smile when she looked at the young boy that he couldn't help feeling a twinge of jealousy.

She had once given him the same sweet smile. The same loving grace. But that would be no more.

With his back against the cushioned backboard of large king-sized bed, Nicholas looked distantly into the still darkness through the feathery long bangs that covered half of his face. Rather than the usual home attire, he wore a wrinkly unbuttoned silk navy-blue shirt and a pair black pants displaying the same traces of neglect. The same outfit had earned him many admiring glances and flirtatious smiles the night before at the Mayor's celebration party. But like his expressionless features, they too had lost their appeal.

He had not slept a wink the entire night. The familiar feeling of numbing boredom enveloped him again. Irritating him. Frustrating him. He sought for an escape. But how could one escape from their own self?

In the last year, he had bribed, hurt, sabotaged, and prorogated. Sending thugs to harass innocent residents in order to acquire their building. Bribing an architect to make the structure of what would be the biggest resort in Hong Kong unsound.

Was this the same man that had spent six months just lounging on a beach in Hawaii? Partied seventy-two hours straight without sleeping? Volunteered at an orphanage for the fun of it?

He hadn't always been an honorable man. But for the first time in his life he was malicious and calculative.

A trail of loud hollers broke through his thoughts and made his brows furrow. In an instant the stillness that encapsulated the large room evaporated. With cat-like reflexes, he hopped off of the bed and headed out to investigate.

His eyes needed a second to adjust to the light. When they were finally focused, he stood stunned over the metal banister, overlooking the living room. Two of the maids were by the front door, trying desperately to keep a tall intruder from entering, but failing miserably due to their obvious physical inferiorities. The intruder dressed in a casual cotton sweater and slacks registered in his mind immediately.

Daniel Wu.

"Let him in."

His order was met by silent obedience. The two maids dutifully moved away from the door and allowed the taller man to enter.

"There will be nothing else," he spoke one last time to the maids before meeting the other man's furious expression.

"Why did you sabotage the resort?"

They stood face to face in the middle of the modernly furnished living room. A pair of chilling eyes meeting a pair of flaming ones.

Nicholas realized immediately the reason for Daniel's visit. The taller man had found out about the sabotage. His expression hardened instantly, half annoyed by the other man's presence and half irritated by his own bad mood.

"How could you sabotage the beams? People could have been killed."

"It would have been their bad luck." The answer was a front to cover his own traces of guilt as well as an attempt to get a ride out of the other man. It gave him pleasure when Daniel's expression darkened some more.

"You b@stard!"

"Revenge always has a price."

"How could you be so cold-blooded?"

"Simple. I don't lost sight of myself the way you do," his lips curled in angry distaste, "allowing myself to be wrapped around the pinky of a woman that betrayed me."

He wanted the other man to hurt because he was hurt.

"You -- I'm going to expose you. I'm not going to let you get away with this," Daniel raised his right index finger and pointed threateningly at him.

"Are you sure about that?" Nicholas crossed to the bar and began pouring out a glass of brandy. He hated the other man for acting as though he was better. "Do you really think you can claim innocence? After all, were we not in this together? Did you not want revenge on the Chungs? Spreading the truth of their financial situation all over the grapevines?"

"I never agreed on harming innocent people," the other man firmly held his ground.

"Who's to prove it? You're in it just as deep as I am. If something happens to me, you can be sure I will drag you right down with me." His lips gave way to a smirk.

"You--"

He took a sip and slowly rocked the tall shapely glass held in his palm. "I suggest that you remain an obedient little soldier and do your job as the Marketing Director -- think up a wonderful proposal to promote the resort," the right side of his lips lifted even higher, "it's just ashamed that it will never be put to use because I can promise you that I will not let the Chungs complete that resort. And if you're thinking about quitting -- you can forget about it. You signed a five-year contract. Even if you sold your soul, you still won't be able to afford to get out of it."

*

A smile was still on Gillian's lips when she entered through the left side of double mahogany doors into the living room with her mother following closely behind. The weather had been nice out. The sun was warm. The wind was breezy but not cold. And for the first time in days, she felt refreshed and well rested. The doctor had written her off as a case of a bad cold and should be back on her feet in a few more days.

It had been a long time since it was just her mother and herself on an outing. Even after her return from New York, all too often life came in the way of spending time together. Whether it was work or her relationship with Edison. But her mother always understood. She never complained nor reprimanded. Instead, she only kissed away fears and soothed away insecurities whenever Gillian needed.

As far as she was concerned, her mother was the best mother in the world.

Continuing their lighthearted chatter, Gillian climbed up the long spiral stairs and down the hall with her mother, their relaxed features brightened when they noticed the three men in the den but just as quickly mixed with confusion and shock.

"Is this really true? Is Nicholas Tse really your son?" Her brother asked, towering over their father's mahogany desk. While her husband stood a few steps behind. In his usual seat behind the large desk, her father's face was pale, almost sickly. And in his hands was a piece of paper, slightly wrinkled.

The scene made her heart uneasy.

Of the three men, only her husband turned to acknowledge their entrance but even his expression was solemn and unreadable.

"Kenny, what did you just say?" Gillian situated herself between the two standing men, determined to have her brother repeat his question again, stunned by what she thought she had heard.

"Is Nicholas Tse really your son?"

After another long minute she received her answer. Her older brother's gaze remained fixed on their father. "Is Nicholas Tse really your son?"

Her eyes wandered to her father, glittering with hope that he would deny the accusation but he did not. And to his left, her mother had become ash white.

"He is your son, isn't he?" her brother's voice had become shaky.

When her father finally spoke, it was in a strain and distant way that Gillian had never heard from him before, not the strong and decisive tone she had come to know. "Why didn't she tell me?" His eyes closed shut. Pain overwhelmed his aging features. "Margie, why? Why didn't you tell me?"

Like her brother, Gillian felt as if the wind had been knocked out of her.

Nicholas Tse was her father's son.

Their brother.

*

Traces of the recent shower continued to linger. Clear droplets dripped in a soft rhythm from the ends of his dark shiny hair onto the collar of his black t-shirt. The blue gym pants clung to his long muscular legs where moisture was still present.

Alone in the patio, Nicholas listened to the rustling sound of leaves attacked by the fierce wind. Without an opponent to defend against and take his anger on, he felt the painful boredom in his heart again. This time it was combined with guilt.

He had put the lives of many innocent people in jeopardy. He hadn't meant to. He only wanted to harm one family.

The Chungs.

From behind a deep voice called to him. Immediately he recognized the voice.

His adopted father.

Simon Tse was the only father he had ever known. And the only family he had since the death of his mother. Charming and suave, he was every bit of what old money should be. Known in high society as a charitable and generous man, no one would have guess the ruthless ways he used to pursue business, to persecute the Chungs.

"Father," he met the bright knowing eyes of his adopted father.

The older man took the seat next to his. "I heard we had a visit from Daniel Wu."

Nicholas nodded. "He found out about the resort. But I already took care of him."

"Good," came a nod of approval. "I've gotten wind that Edison Chen managed to get backing from the bank."

"What?"

Nicholas had been so sure that the setback would mean the end to Chung Enterprises. And success to his pursue for revenge. But now...

"I've already got another idea," the older man said thoughtfully.

"What is it?"

"A bomb."

"A bomb?"

"Yes, a bomb that would destroy the entire resort from bottom up."

Nicholas suddenly saw all the people that would fall victim to the act and felt a shiver. He never meant for it to go this far. "But all the innocent people--"

"With every goal there must be sacrifices Nicholas. If we are to destroy the Chungs then there must be a price."

"But--"

What would have been if he had not accidentally overheard his adopted father speaking with the private investigator? Hadn't found out that Tony Chung was his biological father. Hadn't found out that Tony Chung and his wife were the true culprits behind his mother's death.

At the very moment, he almost wished he never found out the truth.

"Your mother would not have died if it wasn't for the Chungs. Tony Chung lured her there that night. Then his heartless wife...I'm not going to push you. You are already more involved than I ever wanted."

It had been sheer coincidence for them to find out the truth. His adopted father had hired the private investigator with the intention of finding the driver that had hit his mother. For years there were no leads. Then the private investigator made a breakthrough, he found a resident that had lived in a nearby village a while back but had moved away that claimed to have seen his mother by the lake with a man then later on with a woman. He saw when the car hit her but had not notified the police, afraid of calling attention to himself -- to his small drug dealing business. The man was Tony Chung. The woman was Carina Chung.

It was the goodness in his mother's heart that had caused her death.

"I'll finish off the Chungs alone."

The raw determination in his adopted father's eyes made Nicholas realize just how in love the older man had been with his mother. And just how great that love was. The ability to take the son of the woman he loved into his heart. The ability to jeopardize everything there was to seek revenge for her.

If his adopted father could sacrifice so much for his mother then so could he.

"No father, we will finish off the Chungs together."

*

The air in the large room felt suffocating despite the strong ventilation system. Quietness encapsulated the room as the occupants inwardly absorbed the sudden alarming revelation.

Nicholas Tse was the son of Tony Chung and his first love, Margie Tsang.

Edison felt a surge of emotions after hearing his father-in-law conveyed the tragic love story that continued to live in him even after thirty years. He was able to clearly picture his father-in-law as a young man just stepping out of college. And for the first time in his pamper life meeting a young woman from a different class, someone not as privileged as himself but equally proud, and being fascinated by her. Using teasing words to capture her attention without knowing why. Wanting to make her smile without really understanding.

It was love in the most innocent way.

Like his own first love, his father-in-law faced opposition from his rich family for loving a woman below their social status. Even worse was the fact she had grown up in an orphanage. But those were only some of the reasons; the most important one was that his father-in-law's parents had already set their sights on the perfect addition to their family, the perfect alliance of power, the daughter of a powerful politician.

Carina Chung, his wife's mother.

And like Amanda, Margie Tsang left, but for an entirely different reason that Edison couldn't help but feel some admiration for. Being a prideful young woman in love, she choose to leave rather than continue to put his father-in-law in the painful position of being torn being his family and her. And even despite the older man's best efforts, she managed to elude him. She had loved him enough to sacrifice herself for his happiness. Eventually his father-in-law did comply with his parent's wishes and married Carina Chung. But the habit of going to the small lake in the forest where he had spent many happy moments with his first love continued every night.

Ironic how it was at that same lake that Margie Tsang lost her life.

The tale reminded Edison much of his own experience, having to choose between his family and the woman he loved. It was the same way for Amanda and the same way for Gillian. In both times, he had chosen them but only the latter time he had made a correct choice. Amanda had not loved him. She left with his father's first offer.

One million dollars.

Though painful, at least Margie Tsang had wholeheartedly loved his father-in-law. And had their story not ended tragically then the existence of his brother-in-law and his wife would never be.

It was an unending cycle of cause and effect.

"You were with her that night at the lake?" Edison referred to the night that Margie Tsang died, ventured to the lake in the deep forest to meet his father-in-law at the man's insistence when she ran into him at a business party some years later.

While the other attendees' averted their eyes into the distance, clinging to the safe embrace of numbness, he alone watched the older man's pained face.

"Yes," the reply came weakly, "I never should have left her alone. I shouldn't have left first. I shouldn't have...I couldn't even go to her funeral because as long as I didn't see her in that casket, I could still pretend she was alive."

He never imagined a man like his father-in-law could be so sentimental. But then love had made even stronger men weak, Edison thought, taking a quick glance at his wife. "Even after all those years, she still didn't tell you about the son she had with you?"

"No. When I asked her to leave with me she refused. She told me to go back to my family....told me to treat them well. Even then, she was putting my happiness above her own...bearing all the burden herself...Why did God have to take her? After all these years I still dream of that night. Each time, I see bright lights coming and I rush to her but..."

"It wouldn't have been too late if she had made it to the hospital in time. It wouldn't have been too late if I had called for help in time."

Edison's head snapped to window where his mother-in-law stood. In the same disbelief, his wife and in-laws did the same.

"What?" His father-in-law managed.

"I was there that night. I followed you there. I wanted to see where you went every night after we all went to sleep. And I finally found my answer," tears were slowly sliding down the porcelain face. "You told her how much you loved her and missed her...despite the years...despite our marriage and our two children. You begged her to leave with you...to a place where no one would know you two. I heard every single word."

And it broke her heart, Edison thought grimly.

His wife made a move towards the window but her mother gestured weakly for her to stop. "I saw the disappointment that filled your eyes as you left," her expressive eyes continued in the direction of his father-in-law. "I was on my way to the car when she saw me. She called for me and asked me to listen to her. She said she had no intention of taking you away. She promised to walk out of our lives. All the while I just kept going. My legs were weak and I could barely breath through my sobs but I kept going. I didn't want to face her. I didn't want her to see me. Suddenly a flash of lights blinded me. I felt a hard shove to my back. When I finally came to my senses the car was already gone. And she was lying on the ground. I wanted to run to her. I wanted to help her. But I couldn't. I drove off without turning back."

His wife tumbled slightly backwards and Edison moved forward to hold her.

"She saved my life but I left her to die."

The Unfilial Daughter - Chapter 30

After several hours of discussing the current situation and weighing their options, conversation came to an abrupt stop when a knock was heard from the other side of the den door. With his father-in-law's permission the maid entered and reported that two men dragging a third man were seeking permission to see Edison. Minutes after the affirmation from his father-in-law the maid reappeared followed by three men, two of which were lean and built and in between was no other than the man that had betrayed their company.

Frankie Lam.

The sides of his face were red and swollen. The edge of his mouth contained traces of blood. And from the looks of his rumpled clothing, there were many other unseen wounds.

"Mr. Chou told us to deliver this man to Mr. Chen," the older of the two men said.

Mr. Chou, or more widely known as Jay Chou, leader of the Black Dragons, was an acquaintance Edison had made a few years back. The Black Dragons held enormous influence in all of Asia, second to no one. Edison's association with them was purely business. In situations when he could not be publicly involved, he enlisted their help. The only requirement was a hefty fee that hardly scratched his wallet.

Recognizing the importance of finding Frankie Lam, he had made a call to the elusive Jay Chou earlier, right after receiving the urgent call from his father-in-law. And now, as promised the traitor was delivered.

He rose from his seat in front of the large mahogany desk and reached into the inner pocket of his leather jacket, pulling some bills out between his index and middle fingers. All the while, his eyes remained firmly planted on the haggard man in the center. "Thank you gentleman, please give my thanks to Mr. Chou." Then added, "When the resort is completed. I'll be sure to have a room reserved for Mr. Chou's pleasure."

Compensation in terms of dollar amounts would be too easily sought out by law enforcement. It was therefore a much safer bet to reimburse using other means, such as fringe benefits; be it a free luxury suite on occasion, or the privilege to purchase newly built condos before the general public was offered, ensuring a fast buck.

The two men dropped Frankie Lam on to the Persian rug and took the money, giving a small bow before exiting the den along with the maid.

Roughed up pretty badly, the traitor staggered tiredly to his feet. Slouched over with his right hand pressed to his stomach and left arm waving unsteadily to keep balance, the tan-skinned middle age man rambled for forgiveness and begged for mercy. But none of the faces in the room were sympathetic.

Betrayal was a sin.

Betrayal of a friend was an unforgivable sin.

His father-in-law's jaw gritted angrily, rising from his seat followed by his brother-in-law. "Who put you up to it? Who paid you to sabotage us?"

Though there was no actual proof, being seasoned and intelligent businessmen, it was only common sense to them that money was involved.

"I...I'm so sorry, Mr. Chung. I had no choice. The loan sharks were after me. They said they would kill me and rape my wife if I didn't repay the money," the rambling continued to their impatience.

"Cut the bull, Frankie. Who told you to sabotage us?"

"I can't say. Or...or else they will kill me," the beaten man hesitated.

Precious time was wasting. And they were not any closer to an answer. Edison took it as an invitation to step into the interrogation. A quick scan of his father-in-law's desk proved rewarding. Taking the metal letter opener into custody, he then took quick steps toward the disheveled man and pulled him up by the collar, holding the sharp point to his neck. "If you don't answer, you'll die now."

His cold eyes and menacing tone send shivers down his captive's back, turning all his words into nervous stutters. "No...no...you wouldn't."

"Try me." His simple answer was accompanied by a slight push of the opener. The action was just enough to cause a superficial wound at the base of the other man's neck.

If there was anything his father had taught him early on in business, it was to be ruthless -- Mercy was its own undoing.

Edison had already assessed the type of man that Frankie Lam was, cunning but without honor. He was a coward. It was only a matter of time before he would cave.

Frankie screamed.

"Mr. Chung! Mr. Chung!"

The cries were first directed to his father-in-law then brother-in-law but both continued to look on angrily, neither showed any signs of weakening.

He smirked. "Well?"

Slowly, the look of remorse disappeared from the bruised man. "I can tell you but in return I want a million dollars."

"Fat chance!" Edison traced the sharp point further down to where the Adam's apple was. One hard shovel and Frankie Lam would be a dead man. That was chilling knowledge that they both were only too aware of.

Would he have actually killed the man?

Probably not.

Edison considered himself vicious but not cold-blooded. And surely, this man was hardly worth it. All he wanted was to rattle him enough to spill. And from the looks of the heavy beads of sweat streaming down the man's tan face, he knew the moment would not be far.

Frankie swallowed fearfully. "It was the Tses -- Simon Tse and Nicholas Tse of Tse International."

Edison was right.

But at the mention of Nicholas Tse, his gaze instinctively turned toward his brother-in-law, who looked at first in shock then flaming mad. It was the same with his father-in-law. He was shocked too but refused to let on in front of Frankie Lam. In the face of an adversary, he knew he had to keep a clear head. "What proof do you have? How do I know you're not just looking for scapegoats?"

"I...I recorded the conversation."

The elder Chung stepped forward. "Where's the recording?"

"In my jacket pocket -- a small cassette. It can prove that Simon Tse had bribe me to sabotage the beams."

Edison pulled the cassette out of the suit jacket and threw it to his brother-in-law. Kenny quickly put the cassette into the player and within seconds the voice of Simon Tse could be heard through the scratchy recording.

If there had been doubts in any of their minds, the recording had quickly put them away. In explicit terms, Simon Tse expressed his willingness to pay Frankie Lam a large sum if the man agreed to sabotage the main beams.

In the midst of anger, with a harsh push, Edison sent the despicable man scrawling onto the Persian rug once again. "Tell me! Why? Why are they sabotaging the project?"

"I...I don't know," the injured man cried fearfully, using his palm to cover his neck wound but thin lines of blood were spilling out from the cracks of his stubby fingers. "I really don't know. I only did as they told me. Please let me go. Please."

"This cassette. You made it to blackmail the Tses in the future, didn't you?" Kenny looked accusingly at the man still scrawled on the floor.

"No doubt. And if somehow the plan fell out, he could use it to strike a deal with the DA for a lesser penalty. Perhaps even no jail time," Edison remarked casually then turned to Frankie.
"Are there other plans? Are they going to try anything else?"

"I...I don't know."

It was true that the contract protected Tse International from financial losses if the finish date was delayed but the hit to their reputation would be great. The public would lose confidence in the company. The results could mean a drop in their stock price. It was one loss after another, what would be the motive?

It just did not make sense.

*

"Morning Nancy," Charlene gave her assistant a bright smile before continuing her way from the storefront, where rows of her designs were displayed, to her office in the back. Entwined with her slender hand was the small chubby one of Timmy's.

Her adopted son.

The overhead lights took a second to come on after she tapped on the smooth white two-way switch. The monotone decorated room felt familiar and yet foreign as a result of her infrequent attendance to work in the last few months.

From the embedded skylights to the slanted sketching table, each item had been carefully chosen by Kenny and herself. Countless hours had been spent in various furniture shops all over Hong Kong until they finally found the perfect-sized shelves that matched both the color scheme of the room and suited her needs. It would come as a surprise to many how rare it was for certain pieces of furniture to come in just solid black.

The color scheme had been Kenny's idea. The theory behind it was that the monotone background would allow her to focus on the colors of her design without outside intrusion affecting her eyes. And of course he had been right, even though she had not totally agreed at first but the benefit had become evident quickly.

What the furnishing lacked in color, the various textured colored fabrics scattered over her desk and filled the black shelves that were against the white walls made up. Then there were also the randomly placed mannequins that took up most of the space in front of her desk. Each was dressed in her latest designs, mostly colorful chiffon articles.

Fashion design had always been her dream. A result of having been called a tomboy a few times too many in her younger years. Growing up, she had been conscious of keeping her appearance soft and feminine, from her short feathery hair to her flirty girlish choice in clothing. Her fashion expertise slowly evolved into a professional passion. Funded by her husband, the boutique had been an opportunity to realize her dream. It was ashamed that after three years of hard work she had to close it down. But since she had already decided to leave Hong Kong, there really were no other options.

She led Timmy to the black coffee table adjacent to a two-piece black couch set where small meetings were usually conducted. "Here Timmy, you color here while I take care of some things. Okay?"

Timmy nodded obediently with a contagious smile, already opening his small book bag to reach for his coloring book and crayons. Unable to resist his babyish charm, she ran a hand over his short straight hair.

Where would she be without him?

He was her anchor in the midst of the turbulent sea.

The last month had been spent running around the legal departments to get the adoption finalized. The time she had spent volunteering at the orphanage turned out to pay off in a big way. The orphanage board voted unanimously to her request and granted her custody earlier than most adoption applications.

It was ironic that despite her marriage of three years, this was the way she became a parent. Kenny had wanted children early on but it had been her wish to postpone until a later time. Charlene could not help feeling a twinge of regret.

Kenny would be a wonderful father.

But she had denied him the opportunity.

The busy month had done her much good. It had afforded her time away from useless dwelling on the past, regrets that could never be corrected. It was time to let go.

All the things she should have done but did not.

All the things she did but should not have.

Kenny.

Her heart would always be indebted to him. His love was more than she could ever dream for. He had appeared like a knight in shining armors during her most hopeless moments. It was her own stupidity that had lead to their misery. She had wronged him.

Nicholas.

There was a time that she had loved him more than life itself. But he had become no more than a stranger to her now. She could not accept that the easy-going young man that had once stolen her heart had become a ruthless businessman with little conscience.

Perhaps had she never met Kenny she would not be as disappointed in Nicholas. But she had met Kenny. And she was disappointed in Nicholas.

Their importance in her life could never be erased. But she had come to accept their meeting had been ill fated since the very beginning.

The asymmetric handkerchief hem of her soft lime skirt swayed from side to side as she made way to the sleek black desk. With pen and pad ready at hand, she prepared herself for the long iterations of voicemails that had not been checked for over a month. It had taken approximately ten minutes to listen through over fifteen voicemails. The previously clean page of her pad was now filled with scribbles notating the calls she had received and the necessity to return them. As luck would have it, most had been invitations to fashion shows and store openings. None of which required more than a gift basket. Two or more were simply hang-ups in which the caller had left neither name nor number. That coincidentally had been occurring quite often with the voicemail on her mobile phone. But figuring that the caller must have realized they had reached the wrong number, Charlene did not heed any more attention than necessary.

The long black hand against the white background of the round black clock hung over the opposite wall made several rotations and soon more than three hours had passed.

A smile of satisfaction reached Charlene's lips when she called to Timmy. "Honey, time to pack up."

With their hands entwined, Charlene exchanged a few parting words with her assistant then lead Timmy out the front door. "Hungry yet, Timmy?"

He nodded bringing another smile to her beautiful round face. "What do you want to eat?"

His eyes lit up. "McDonalds."

In response to his innocence, her giggles rang like bells. "Okay, McDonalds it is."

The mother and son happily continued down the street, too oblivious in their happiness to notice the pair of eyes following them from the insides of a ruby red Ferrari.

To let go of someone you love takes a lot of courage.

Courage that not everyone possesses.

*

Gillian's eyes opened in time to meet the handsome features of her husband. "Time to wake up, Sleeping Beauty."

Her lips automatically curved into a sweet smile when he gently help her sit up, propping a pillow behind her. "How long have I been asleep?"

"Almost eight hours," her husband replied, holding a small porcelain bowl to her.

Her expressive eyes recognized the white liquidly substance immediately. "Congee?"

"Your mom especially made this for you. She said you shouldn't eat anything oily while you're still unwell."

She nodded then turned to her husband again. "Have you eaten yet?"

The sight of the small bowl in her husband's strong hands while he carefully skimmed spoonful of congee from the surface made her heart warm.

"We had lunch a few hours ago," he said, bringing a spoonful of rice porridge to her lips.

The delicious taste made her mouth water. "Congee with pork. My favorite."

After several more spoons, her husband passed the bowl to her and turned to retrieve the ringing mobile phone from his front pant pockets. "Uncle Nick..."

Gillian's gaze turned curious when two familiar names escaped her husband's lips -- Simon Tse and Nicholas Tse. From the context of the conversation, her husband was asking his uncle to investigate the Tses for him.

Not quite explainable, she automatically felt a connection between the inquiry and the reason for their sudden visit to her parents' home.

Her lips pursed together momentarily after he snapped the phone shut. "Why are you suddenly checking up on the Tses?"

She continued to press. "Is it related to the resort?"

"Didn't you promise to trust me?"

"I do," she insisted softly. "I'm just curious."

Still, the expression on her husband's face was unreadable. "We found Frankie Lam."

The small bowl in her hand was entirely forgotten. "The architect? What did he say?"

"He said Simon Tse and Nicholas Tse paid him to sabotage the resort."

"But why would they do that? They are our partners in the project."

"I'm not sure either."

"That's why you are checking them out?"

He nodded.

The Tses were behind the sabotage?

"What was Kenny's reaction?"

If it really was the Tses then her brother more than anyone else should be angered. After all, Nicholas Tse had been the culprit that broken up his marriage. Gillian could not help wondering now if somehow that had been deliberate.

"Nothing in particular. Just shocked."

Her husband must have noticed her worry. Despite his cold exterior, he always seemed in tuned with her emotions. "I won't let him do anything rash."

"Thank you," she smiled gratefully but worry had not entirely abandoned her heart.

If the Tses were involved, another person would likely be a suspect as well. Daniel.

"Okay, spill it. What else is in that pretty head of yours?" Her husband's tone became lighthearted and playful.

Gillian hesitated momentarily, hoping her request would not spoil his mood. But knew it was impossible. "Can you promise me if Daniel is somehow involved that you would let him go?"

Her husband had been furious when the reason for her disappearance yesterday slowly escaped her lips. He wanted to give her former fiance a lesson that he would never forget. But she could not and would not allow that. It was after all her fault for the situation they were in. After much reassuring and convincing, Edison finally agreed to let the incident pass. But she knew it was far from forgotten.

To request once again for his lenience was far from fair but she owed Daniel too much.

It would pain her to know that he was involved but she could not dismiss the suspiciousness of his sudden coupling with Tse International. And the various times he had tried to coax company information from her. But yet, if it were not for her, someone as upstanding and righteous as him would never participate in anything so illegal and devious.

The chiseled jaw line of her husband grew hard. "Finish the congee."

"Please."

Both were men that held important places in her heart. One was a man whom had literally taken her under his wing during her most desperate moments. One was a man whom she loved and wanted to spend the rest of her life with. The last thing she ever wanted to see was the two standing on opposing sides.

Her husband finally responded with a reluctant nod. "I promise."

His love for her was beyond doubt.

Her love for him was beyond reason.

Would that be enough to live happily ever after?

*

The first Sunday rays had already invaded the entire bedroom but motionless with his body against the firm queen-sized mattress and legs hung off the side of the bed, crushing the deep blue bed skirts that his wife had chosen when they first married, Kenny's eyes stared straight into the white ceiling. Finally for the first time in days, there was a quiet moment for him to confront the cycle of infuriation and disbelief that had been eating at him.

While his father and brother-in-law had been preoccupied with finding new investors, to ensure funding for the continuation of the resort, Kenny had been rushing in and out of the office, meeting with disgruntled developers whom were not particularly thrilled about having to tear down the existing structure and rebuild, and answering to angry board members, whom were rightfully upset with that status of the project. With some of the rotten attitudes he had seen in certain men, he would have decked them had he been a lesser man. But being the man that he was, he simply restated their current position and took the heat.

But now all alone in his room, he no longer had to continue the pretense of being calm and determined. His anger was exploding in waves.

How could a man he treated as a friend betray him so easily?

And yet, Frankie had admitted to the act himself. Even snitching on the people that had bribed him.

The Tses.

But why? Why had the Tses paid Frankie Lam to sabotage the project?

The very question had haunted him day and night without conclusion.

Anger and helplessness made his blood want to boil. Since the moment Nicholas Tse had walked into his life, the man had stopped at nothing to tear him apart; ruining everything he treasured; first, his marriage and now, Chung Enterprises.

Kenny wanted nothing more than to beat him to a bloody gulp.

On the small nightstand to his right, a sleek silver mobile phone began to ring, bringing his mind back to the present, away from murderous thoughts. With sluggish movements, he reached for the phone. His lips pursed into a slight frown at the name displayed on the small LCD screen.

Cecilia.

Lowering his thumb on the 'end' button, the phone immediately slipped into dormant sleep.

It was not the first time he had avoided her calls in the last few days. There was just too much on his mind without her constant pressure to add to his shoulders. He liked Cecilia very much, even loved her. They had grown up together, had many happy times. But he was not in love with her. There was only one woman in his heart.

Charlene.

He had only accepted Cecilia because he could not bear to hurt her. But he could no longer lie to her or himself. He needed to tell her the truth.

Just not now.

Not when the future of Chung Enterprises was still so uncertain.

It took great effort to pull himself off of the comforting embrace of the large bed. The bed he had once shared with his wife. Desperate for a breath of fresh air, he made his way out of the room, into the hall, and down the stairs. His stomping feet came to an abrupt stop at the sound of his brother-in-law's voice.

"I've been wondering when you'll be up."

Kenny turned to the living room area where his brother-in-law was seated on the large Victorian-styled sofa. He immediately noticed the absence of his sister. "Where's Gillian?"

"She's at the doctor's with your mom," he replied, strolling to his side. "I have something to show you."

"What?"

"This," a large manila envelope produced from the younger man's hand while his eyes twinkled with seriousness. "I asked my uncle to look up information on the Tses. You might find it interesting. Especially the section on Nicholas Tse."

Kenny took the envelope hesitantly and removed a large stack of papers. Uncertain of what to make of the information, his legs slowly made their way back to the sofa where his brother-in-law had occupied just before and spread the document over the clean coffee table.

The first set of the documents contained detailed information on assets owned Tse International and other privately owned assets by the Tses. According to his tally, the Tses were rich enough to buy up the entire Hong Kong and probably more.

The second set of documents explicated Simon Tse's life from birth to the present, even a detailed history of his career achievements and love life. It seemed Nicholas Tse's philandering ways had been inherited from his father. But despite many high-profile relationships, Simon Tse had never married.

The piece of information made Kenny's brows furrow.

While there had never been a Mrs. Tse to his knowledge, he had always assumed that Nicholas Tse was the product of a previous marriage. But now, it seemed more likely he was a product of an affair.

His eyes continued down the document then stopped. In the middle of 1985, Simon Tse adopted the orphaned son of his secretary, whom had died in a tragic car accident.

Nicholas Tsang.

His heart immediately felt uneasy. Unable to continue with the rest of Simon Tse's profile, quickly Kenny turned to the next set of documents, the ones that pertained to the life of Nicholas Tse. His hands froze and face paled immediately on the first page -- a photocopy of a birth certificate. Nicholas Tsang, born 1977 in Hong Kong Hospital to Margie Tsang and Tony Chung.

Tony Chung.

The Unfilial Daughter - Chapter 29

His wife.

He had to find his wife.

But where was she?

Edison jerked upwards. The force was almost enough to send him sitting all the way up on the oak bed but a weight on his chest held him in place. His eyes slowly adjusted to the darkness that enclosed the cozy bedroom while his heart continued to pound heavily against his chest and his breathing still rapid and short. Before the land of dreams had entirely withdrawal its grasp from him, his head was already turning frantically from side to side searching. Searching for the one woman he could not live without.

Gillian.

It was only when the faint scent of jasmine swept deliciously into his nostrils that he became aware of the warm body resting on his broad chest, cradled tightly by his left arm. Only then did an uncertain breath slowly eased from his mouth and the muscles in his body begin to relax.

She was right there.

He had not lost her.

It was only a dream.

He could hardly recall the exact details that haunted him but the feelings and emotions that remained were so intense that his heart was still aching of fear and lost. The excitement from the day before had followed him into his sleep much to his distaste.

Yesterday had begun rather typically with the exception of his wife falling ill. He had tucked her into bed after her last rush to the bathroom and made sure to boil some plain congee for her before he left for the nursery. It was not the unpackaged shipment of plants that needed to be sent at the end of day that lured him away from the beach house. He really could not have cared less if the shipment went out late and the buyer demanded compensation. Money after all was just a means to an end. And he had already reached his ultimate goal; a life of contentment that even money could not possibly buy.

His true motive was to search for his wife's missing wedding band, knowing all to well how upset she was of its lost. But much to his dismay even after searching high and low for hours, he was still no closer to finding it. But rather than remaining to pack the plants, he told Leila to call the buyer and inform them that the order would be shipped late. Any loss would be compensated.

It was a small price to pay in order to be home sooner.

His mind was still mentally going through every inch of the nursery, trying to determine where he had missed when his car stopped in front of the beach house, parking right next to his wife's. It was not until he was already on the front porch that his blood suddenly turned cold as though at some unexplainable level, he already knew something was wrong.

The front screen door was closed but not locked. The door behind it was wide open. Without further thought, he raced into the house, calling from room to room for his wife. But only eerie silence greeted him. As though wanting to inform him that the mistress of the home was missing.

His mind tried to formulate a reasonable explanation but none came. Gillian would not have gone out without locking up. Furthermore, her car was still parked outside. The only time, the car was not necessary in their isolated location was when taking a stroll along the beach but that could not be. She was too ill in the morning to even move why would she walk along the chilly waters?

The suffocating panic that struck him was beyond what words could describe.

His heart nearly pounded out of his chest as he came to the horrid realization that she might have been abducted. Perhaps by kidnappers looking for a hefty ransom or a deranged lunatic that happened to stumble into the area. God, why had he left her alone?

Fear.

Panic.

Regret.

Worry.

The various emotions attacked him all at once on the way to his car. All the while his mind worked overtime trying desperately to keep calm enough to think of the best approach to search the area for her whereabouts. If she were held captive, which road would her captors have taken? Would they take her back to the city or would they hide her in the local town? At which point should he notify the authorities of her disappearance? Would his in-laws' know of her whereabouts?

As luck would have it, he made the right choice when he turned into the smaller road leading to town. It was rather deserted. He saw her small figure walking along the side almost immediately. When the car was close enough, he jumped out and ran toward her, pulling her into his strong arms without wasting a second.

It had only been thirty minutes into his search but yet it felt like the longest thirty minutes of his life.

He knew right then and there, he would not be able to live without her.

She was not only the love of his life.

She was his life.

There had been many women in his life. But only one had ever held a place in his heart.

Amanda.

He had once loved her.

He had once cried for her.

The months that followed their initial meeting had given him the first taste of love. But her departure had scarred in his heart the means of distrust. And even she had become nothing more than a distant memory, forever living in the shadow of his beloved wife. After all, they had not been through the pain of wanting to die because the one they loved had. They had not lived in an isolated existence of having no one but each other for comfort and security. They had not been through thick and thin. She had only seen him at his best, whereas his wife had seen him at his worse. That was the fine line between puppy love and true love.

Gillian.

He had once hated her.

He had once wronged her.

But he would be nothing without her.

Since the very beginning, the very day when their paths crossed it was hard to say who had wronged whom. She had run out on him on their wedding day. He had blackmailed her into marrying him afterwards. She had tried to make amends with him. And he had feared too long to trust. It seemed that their destinies had always been mingled together in a cycle of catch.

But one matter was certain: He would not be able to live without her.

His eyes were still lingering on her sleeping face when the sudden ring from his cell phone caught him by surprise, disturbing the serenity that had engulfed the room. Taking the phone from the nightstand, he flipped it open and pressed it to his ear. Within seconds, his eyes grew serious. "We'll be over in an hour."

His eyes swept over to his wife again.

He had made a promise to her.

A promise he intended to keep.

*

The low solid ticking of the large antique grandfather clock in the far corner haunted the spacious living room where three occupants sat with solemn expressions. The long hand just reached twelve when seven loud gongs erupted from the clock.

On the couch opposite his father, along side of his mother, Kenny's eyes traveled between the two, wondering if they were just as worried as he was. Wondering if they were exhausted from not having slept a wink all night. Unconsciously, his broad hand curled into a tight angry fist, the bitter taste of betrayal lingered the same way a chunk of wasabi burnt strongly at the nose and ears of the consumer long after its journey down to the stomach.

Frankie Lam.

He had trusted the older man with many of Chung Enterprises' biggest projects despite a not-so-glamorous past of gambling debts. What he had seen was talent and in so, he gave Frankie another opportunity. Had it not been his generosity, the architect would have undoubtedly been fish bait already. Loan sharks had no mercy.

But his repayment was betrayal.

The afternoon before, the Department of Housing and Urban Development had reported that the main beams of the resort were misplaced and threatened to close down the site if Chung Enterprises did not immediately correct the issue. Already so far into construction, the only solution would be to tear down all the outer walls, remove all the beams and then rebuilt from scratch. The process would set them back close to six months and millions of dollars.

Such a grave error could not be an innocent mistake.

Especially since all the evidence showed that Frankie was on the run.

Immediately after the two officers had left, he tried countless times to reach his architect without success. Only upon speaking with the foreman, did he learn that Frankie had made reckless decisions despite the protest of others and had not even reported to work in the last two weeks. Following the home addressed listed on his employment files had resulted in nothing but a vacant apartment. From the mess left behind, it was obvious that Frankie had left in a rush.

Kenny had been in around long enough to know the underhandedness that went on in the business world, family stabbing family, friends betraying friends. He had seen it all. But what he never imagined was becoming part of the unfortunate statistic.

The buzzing ring of the doorbell brought everyone's attention to the double front doors. Walking as quickly and discreetly as possible, the maid entered through the kitchen and passed the living room to the doors.

Muffled greetings could be heard as his sister strolled into the living room leaning against her husband for support. And for the first time, he saw not the usual hard expression on his brother-in-law's face but a sort of unspoken tenderness that softened his features.

At least his sister was well taken care of.

After the five of them exchanged greetings. His mother took his sister upstairs to rest while his father lead his brother-in-law and him into the den.

"What's our situation?" His brother-in-law asked, taking one of the two seats in front of his father's wide mahogany desk while he took the other.

"The Department of Housing and Urban Development warned that if we don't begin to correct the beams within a month, they will close the site down," his father explained gravely. The creases between his sharp eyes deepened.

Even though, no one had made any open accusations, guilt mercilessly ate at Kenny.

The project had been his responsibility.

But he had allowed personal problems to blind him.

"Our primary concern right now," his father continued, "is funding. Since we were originally ahead of schedule, we should still be able to meet the deadline if we put in more overtime but this will set our budget back. I've gotten a few new investors from China but that still might not be enough capital."

"I still have some investments I can liquidate. If need be, I can ask my uncle for a loan. And perhaps even cosign a loan from the bank, if it really came down to it. As long as we can make it through this phase then Tse International will fund the next phase."

The omission of Chen Corporation was obvious. Without the backing of the larger company, their position was immensely weaker. And they all knew it.

"The key person is Frankie Lam, the architect," his brother-in-law said after a few moments of silence. "We have to find out why he sabotaged us. And if there are plans for more."

Obviously Frankie was only a pawn. But who was the mastermind? And why?

"But we have no idea where he is," he said.

How he would love to get his hands on that man right now.

"Don't worry, we'll have him soon. I made a few calls before heading over."

He shivered from the coldness in the younger man's eyes. But that was not all. There was something else.

Determination.

*

Gillian enjoyed the gentle hand running softly over her forehead while the heavy covers fell securely over her.

"Try to get some rest," her mother said from the side of her bed.

Her heavy eyes swept across the room that had been hers since the early days of infancy and quietly noted the changes in her mind. The peach walls had been a shade of lavender until one summer when her mother decided it was time for a fresh coat of paint for the entire house. Her brother's room, which was originally a dark blue, became a light blue to match her peach. The rest of the house was more or less in the same lightness.

Standing on one side of the room was a beautiful wooden shelf. At one point, it had been filled with countless stuffed animals then as she grew older the furry collection was removed and replaced with a large variety of seashells, mostly collected in her spare time but not all, some were contributions from her brother and lots were souvenirs brought back by her father from business trips.

Several feet away, was a creamy-white desk with a matching hatch. She had gotten it around five, when she had officially started school. The picture frames were proof of the passing years. There were school pictures, family portraits, and miscellaneous pictures during outings with her brother and Cecilia.

And before the desk, there had been a small children's table set in the same place. She recalled it vividly despite the long years. It was also creamy-white, round with four small matching chairs. Back when she was three or four, she was in the habit of pulling whoever happened to be around, be it was her parents, older brother, members of the staff, or Cecilia, on the occasion that she was over, to the small table for a game of 'make-believe.' Like most children her age, she pretended to be various characters, such the hostess of a tea party, a doctor reviewing a patient, or a teacher lecturing a student.

The memories brought a small smile to her lips.

Then on the other side was the door the lead outwards.

Her smile disappeared.

Down the hall in a large den, the three most important men in her life were working to find a situation for the current jeopardy that their company faced.

The morning had been more or less a fast blur. It had been barely six o'clock when she awoke to a light nudge, her tired eyes opened to her husband softly calling to her. He was already wearing a navy sweater and a pair of khakis rather than flannel pajamas he had on the night before.

"Get dressed," he said, "We have to go over to your parents...."

When she asked for a reason, he merely said there was matter needing to be taken care of and that he would explain further in the car.

As best as she could, still in a dream-like state, she went about brushing her teeth and washing her face before putting on a simple black jersey dress that required little effort on her part. Her sleep had hardly been restful. The entire night had been one dream after another, memories from her times with Daniel. From their first meeting in New York to the photo session for their wedding pictures, then from the day she had deliberately brought Edison along to meet him at the harbor to yesterday.

Yesterday.

Why did he have to found out the truth?

Why couldn't sleeping dogs just lie?

The look of destitute and defeat on his handsome face battered her heart with guilt and sorrow; haunting her dreams.

To accept the offer to leave with him would have went against her heart. But in declining, she had broken his.

Why did things have to come to that?

Was all the fault hers?

Had she been too selfish?

Her husband gave her a brief overview of the current situation Chung Enterprises was facing in the car, explaining that her brother had received a visit from the Department of Housing and Urban Development. They had issued a warning. Before her brain could even process the consequences, her husband removed a hand from the steering wheel and rested on top of hers, asking her not to involve herself, just to rest and let him handle everything. Then ended the conversation with two simple words.

"Trust me."

Instinct already told her what he meant.

He was asking her to trust him to fulfill his promise to her.

He was asking her to trust in his abilities.

Her response came in a confident nod and a tight squeeze to his hand.

She trusted him.

Her eyes turned upwards and rested on her mother. The rows of skylights above created a warm glow around the elegant middle age woman, illuminating her delicate features. Despite her age, her mother remained youthful; years only brought more grace to her every gesture.

"Why aren't you sleeping, sweetie?"

"I'm not tired yet. I want to talk for a bit," she said in a whiny voice, earning bell-like laughter from her mother.

"Still the same after all these years. I remember when Kenny and you were young. Kenny would sleep on his own while you would keep me up most of the night with your chatter."

Gillian could not suppress her sheepish smile as she recalled all her little naughty tricks to get out of sleeping. "But you enjoyed chatting with me."

"I did," the older woman smiled. "So what do you want to chat about this time my little Gillie?"

She hesitated for a moment, still savoring the sound her old nickname before her expression became serious. "I'm worried about Kenny. I know he's only with Cecilia because he can't bear to hurt her. The person he loves is Charlene."

Her mother nodded, worry touched her dark brown eyes. "I know. Sometimes it really hurts my heart to see how much he has sacrificed for Chung Enterprises."

Her lips pursed with guilt. "In comparison to Kenny, I have done so little."

"That's not true at all," her mother's hand ran softly down her face, "I know how much it hurt for you to give up Daniel."

"I owe Daniel more than I can ever repay. He had done so much for me but all I..."

"Gillian, don't say that. It wasn't your fault."

"I choose family over him. It was my choice to let him go."

"To let go of someone you love takes a lot of courage," her mother's voice became lower, "Courage that not everyone possesses."

Gillian nodded, not noticing the pain in her mother's eyes.

The Unfilial Daughter - Chapter 28

"...Ms. Choi has already signed the divorce papers. She requests no alimony or any financial gains. The apartment and boutique that you have recently transferred to her name will be returned to you. Whenever it is convenient please stop by our office to sign the papers," the monotone voice of the female lawyer rang into his ears.

Where would Charlene live if she moved out of the apartment?

And her boutique, was she really going to close it down?

The phone in his hand felt heavier by the second. "I would like to meet with Charlene before I sign the papers. Can that be arranged?"

He needed to speak with her but knew it would be close to impossible for him to seek her out. She would just avoid him the same way she did the previous times.

"I'm sorry Mr. Chung, Ms. Choi does not want to see you," came a matter-of-fact reply.

He took a wearisome breath. "I understand."

But he really didn't understand.

And couldn't understand.

He worried for her.

After agreeing to drop by the lawyer's office at his earliest convenience, Kenny dropped the phone back onto the base. An enormous weight formed on his chest. Breathing transformed from an effortless reflex to a strenuous chore.

There was no doubt that Charlene would always be the only person in his heart. And no matter the circumstances that had pulled them apart, he sincerely wished her happiness, even at the price of his own.

But was she really happy?

Had she forgiven Nicholas?

Were they still together?

Was he treating her well?

As much as he wanted to care, he knew it was no longer his place. He had no authority over her anymore. Not even as a friend.

A sudden knock on his door disturbed his thoughts and brought his assistant into his office. Her cheeks flushed with color and her breath short-winded and wheezing. She seemed worried and afraid. "Mr. Chung, two men from the Department of Housing and Urban Development are outside. They want to see you immediately."

He immediately understood her uneasiness and felt the same feeling strike his heart. "Show them in right away."

"Yes sir," she answered and quickly walked out the door.

In less than a minute two men dressed in finely tailored suits strolled in, carrying an air of authority as well as menace. "Mr. Chung, we would like to speak to you about the new resort that Chung Enterprises with Tse International."

The moment of revenge has finally arrived.

Was it really the beginning of the end?

*

Arched over the long oval bathroom sink, her gathered hands brought splashes of cold water from the running facet onto her pale face. But the usual exhilaration that came with the gesture eluded her while the feeling of discomfort remained. When her back straightened, reflecting from the rectangular cabinet mirror, a pair of dim eyes, colorless cheeks, and white lips greeted her. Against the black velour hooded jump suit that she wore, her complexion seemed even more tired and sickly.

Incredible nausea had forced her out of bed and into the bathroom early in the morning. More than once, she had emptied the contents in her stomach into the porcelain toilet bowl, leaving her light-headed and gasping for air.

The nasty chill from the night before must have given her a cold or worse, the flu.

Taking careful steps into the small living room, her head immediately found its way onto the back of the cozy couch, vaguely aware of the softness of her elastic velour pants against her legs. Soon her white sneakers were pulled onto the cushion and for a long while she remained curled in fetal position.

Despite her condition, she had intended on returning to the nursery to help Leila and most importantly to search for missing wedding band. But her husband had adamantly insisted that she stay home and rest while he drove over to the nursery alone, leaving her a small pot of congee, promising to return as soon as he could. With a reluctant nod she agreed.

Never been one afraid of loneliness, she couldn't help wishing her husband would hurry home. The months of living in the beach house with only each other for companionship, she had grown accustomed to his constant presence. Most times, they would either be in the den attending to business or her in the kitchen tending to their next meal while he took up chores around the house. It was reassuring to know that he was never more than a few rooms away. It was this same knowledge that made his current absence even more pronounced and the house even emptier.

Her ears immediately perked up when the melodious sound of the doorbell resonated through the quiet house, her mood lightened at the thought that possibly her husband had returned, yet could not shake the feeling that it was someone else. The conscientious person that her husband was, he had never forgotten his keys.

But who else would it be?

Her parents and brother would not come unannounced.

Perhaps some more busybody reporters looking for interview, or the occasional stranded motorist that required assistance?

Nevertheless, she slowly made her way to the front door, still battling against the nausea spell.

Her neatly shaped brows involuntarily creased in confusion when an unexpected handsome face greeted her through the top of the screen door. "Daniel?"

Dressed in his usual style of designer shirt and matching pants, his eyes looked longingly at her but did not speak.

Her fingers reached to unlock the white screen door. "What are you doing here?"

It had been a few months since the last time she had seen him. She vaguely recalled that it was during a status meeting for the upcoming resort. In the presence of so many others, neither had acknowledged each other with more than a polite nod.

What would prompt him to suddenly drive out here to look for her?

"Gillian, I have to speak with you," his voice carried much urgency. Then suddenly his right hand shot out at her. "Come with me."

Powerless in her fatigue state, she found herself unable to break free from the tight grasp of his strong hand. In a blink of an eye, all she could hear was the flapping sound of the screen door hitting against frame of the house while she stumbled weakly into his car.

Her eyes traced his tall figure helplessly confused as it crossed around the front of the car and slipped into the driver's seat. "Daniel, what is happening? Where are you taking me?"

But rather than answering her, he ignited the engine so that it roared loudly, then with a swift right turn of the steering wheel and a hard stomp to the gas pedal, the car was speeding down the deserted road.

Fueled by newfound uneasiness, her discomfort from before grew at an exponential rate. With one hand on her chest and the other tightly grasping the leather car seat, seeking for some sort stability, her patience began to thin. "Where are you taking me? Answer me. Why won't you answer me?"

Breathing was becoming difficult. It had taken several gulps to suppress the overwhelming queasiness that erupted in her chest and throat. Then abruptly the car pulled to the side of the road where only once in a long while another car would pass by.

His hands were still curled around the steering wheel but his eyes were slowly traveling to her. In them, she saw pain and disappointment.

At one point, he had been the most important man in her life. Had it not have been for his generosity, she would have never been able to be part of one of the best marketing teams in New York. While other coworkers turned their backs on her because of her sometimes headstrong rash decisions, he took her under his wing and befriended her. And eventually their friendship turned to love.

Without him, she would not be who she is today. He was her mentor, best friend, lover, and almost husband. Had they not returned to Hong Kong, it was undoubtedly that they would be married by now. Perhaps even with child.

But the appearance of Edison had changed everything.

In a strong solemn voice he began to speak. "Why did you lie to me? Why didn't you tell me that Edison Chen had blackmailed you?"

Her lips parted slightly from shock and her eyes grew wide with guilt. "Wh--What? What are you talking about? I don't know what you are talking about."

"There's no point for you to deny it. I over heard your brother explaining to a woman the exact circumstances of your so-called perfect marriage," he recalled bitterly. "Edison Chen had blackmailed you with Chung Enterprises. If not you would have never married him."

Cecilia.

The woman her brother was speaking to must have been Cecilia. Her childhood friend had been extremely concern over the matters of her marriage during her last visit. She must have forced the truth out of her brother.

"Why, Gillian? Why didn't you tell me the truth? Why did you lie to me?"

Her eyes adverted from his and moved to stare at the empty road ahead.

Why had she lied?

Why hadn't she told him the truth?

Perhaps, it was because at the time, she really didn't know how to face him, to put into words her painful dilemma, to see him inevitably pained by her decision. The beautiful excuse of sparing him from ensuing torment and agony was just cowardice on her part, afraid she would break down and back away from her decision once she saw his handsome face.

"Don't you know that I could never be happy without you?"

His words crushed her like a ton of bricks. Exhaustion unlike any she felt before washed over her.

A long time ago, their love had meant the world to her. But now, at this very moment, her heart already belonged to someone else. How she wished she could reciprocate his feelings. But yet, she couldn't. It was too late for them.

Their paths were destined to be different.

The lapse of silence came to an end when he suddenly took her cold hands into his warm ones. "Gillian, leave with me. We can start over again."

"No Daniel," she refused, turning her head from side to side while immediately pulling her hands back, afraid suddenly of his touch.

"Why not? Are you afraid of Edison Chen?"

"It's not that."

"Gill..."

"I've fallen in love with him, Daniel."

"No," he cried, turning his head from side to side. The look of disbelief immediately overcame his handsome features. "No, you're lying. You're just afraid he would make true of his threat. You're afraid for Chung Enterprises."

"I'm sorry, Daniel."

"How can you love him? Edison Chen is a monster. Do you know how many businesses he destroyed? How many lives have been ruined by him?"

Her lips pressed together helplessly, pained by her former fiance's distressed state.

"Please tell me you're lying, Gillian. Please tell me you're lying," he pleaded with her.

His desperation torn through her heart, yet all she could do was quietly apologize. "I'm sorry."

Despite all they had been through together, that was only comfort she could offer him.

"Take care," she said, taking a deep breath before turning to the door. He made no movements to stop her, still staring at an area on the dashboard it was as though he was too lost in his memories and regrets to notice anything. On his face was the look of undeniable defeat.

The chilly fall wind brushed harshly against her delicate skin, blowing her hair wildly. She closed the door with a light slam and began to walk forth.

It was time to go home.

The Unfilial Daughter - Chapter 27

The two large white candlesticks erected on opposites sides of the alter softly illuminated the chapel. The gentle glow washed the spacious room with peace and harmony.

But kneeling before the enormous wooden cross with her hands tightly entwined together, partially hidden by her unruly hair, the silhouette of Carina Chung's beautiful features etched of unrest. In a long black overcoat her normally voluptuous body seem weak and frail.

It had become her habit to seek salvation in the small church, sometimes even before the first morning rays, each time after awakening drenched with cold sweat; still plagued by the horrid nightmares that haunted her night after night, her own screams matching the female screams in her bewildered mind.

It was always the same.

A pair of strong white lights flashed quickly, blinding her. When her vision returned that woman was on the ground. Her once flawless complexion stained by fresh blood. Her once twinkling eyes pleaded desperately for help.

Twenty years since that horrid night.

Twenty years since she bared that dark secret alone.

Fresh burnings tears fell from her closed eyes, and ran down the sides of her flawless face.

Why did she have to go out that night?

Why did she have to follow her husband out?

The silly hope of obtaining her husband's love had diminished long ago. Years came and went but his indifferent attitude was always the same; ever so courtesy, even thoughtful at times, but love, there will never be.

Even their two beautiful children were products of obligation, not love.

To him, the world consisted of so much, of the woman he never stopped loving, of the business he never stopped fighting for. But for her, the world only consisted of three people, him and their two children.

It was the love for her small family that condemned her to the deepest parts of hell. Had she know then that no amount of time would bind his heart to her, she would not sinned. Had she known then what she knew now, she would have granted him his freedom.

But it was all too late.

Her sins could never be forgiven.

Her luscious lips departed and took in a heavy-hearted breath. Slowly her head raised and eyelids folded. In the gentle light her delicate features, barely touched by the years, radiated but her heart contained only of emptiness.

Life had long lost meaning for her. Had it not been the existence of her two children, her only remaining comfort, she would have gladly used her life to repay her sins. It was for them that she lived on. They were all she had left in the world after the death of her parents.

When they suffered, she suffered.

When they rejoiced, she rejoiced.

Through them, she continued to live.

Of the two, it had always been her younger daughter that caused her to worry most. A result of unconditional pampering by the entire family, Gillian had been stubborn and headstrong since a young age. It came as no surprise to Carina when she ran away rather than give into a loveless marriage. In reality, she had known she would and allowed her the opportunity. No mother could bear to see their own daughter walk the same painful road as they had.

But now the one she worried for was Kenny. Different from his younger sister, her son had always been quiet and observant. His strength lay not in words but actions. To fulfill his father's wish to preserve the family business, he gave up dreams of being a doctor without muttering a single word of complaint. Even when it was evident that it was his constant preoccupation with work that had eventually caused a drift between himself and his wife until he finally lost her, he still continued to endure in silence.

As surprising as it might has been at least her daughter and son-in-law found in each other partners to continue their journey through life. But whom did her son have?

Behind her, the first rays were just seeping through the beautifully tinted glass panels, projecting colorful shadows on to the rows of benches below. Outside, the birds were chirping and the squirrels were running about. All over the earth was coming to life once again.

Unbeknownst to her, the Day of Judgment was nearing.

But her sins would be repaid not only by her own tears but the tears of her beloved children as well.

*

The dim dark skies had brightened into a light shade of blue, sparsely covered with feathery white clouds.

All along the sandy shores, large white seagulls circled over the turmoil morning waters, calling to one another, sharing indecipherable secrets.

The constant companions of the sea were already awake and alert.

But it was just the opposite inside the ranch-style beach house, where all was still and the only movement came from the light blue curtains hung over the open bedroom window, blown gently by the soothing ocean breeze. Day light was beginning to seep in. With each passing second the early morning rays invaded a bit more of the calm darkness; revealing from the shadows the serene faces of the handsome couple that laid comfortably in each other's arms, drawing from each other's warmth, still in the land of sweet dreams.

With her head still resting on her husband's smooth broad chest, Gillian was the first to stir; her eyes unwillingly met the neon red numbers displayed on the digital alarm clock by the nightstand.

6:53 AM

The time to awakening was approaching. And yet, the warm embrace of her husband and the soft cotton flannel sheets were too tempting to depart from. Just another minute, she told herself and buried her face into the nuke of her husband's neck, inhaling his familiar musky scent.

Minutes passed one after another until she could prolong no more. Using her right elbow to prop herself up, her head rested lazily onto her hand while her gaze swept admiringly up and down the chiseled features of her husband; moving her eyes from his smooth forehead down to his strong jaw line; drinking in the sight of his peaceful expression. While her own glowed of love and contentment.

Unable to resist temptation, she gently ran her soft fingers down the side of his face, acutely aware of the roughness by his chin. The platinum diamond wedding band on her fourth finger sparkled in the dim lighting.

"Time to wake up sleepyhead," she whispered, placing a kiss on his soft warm lips. "It's passed seven already."

After a few more feathery kisses, he began to stir. With his eyes still closed, his lips curved into a lazy grin.

His half-awaken expression made her heart flutter. "Come on, time to wake up. We have a lot to do today."

"I'm sure it can wait a bit longer," he said slowly, in a deep and husky voice, pulling her into a meaningful kiss and sliding his hands around her soft body.

It was close to noon when they arrived at the mid-sized supermarket. Their passionate escapade had set their schedules back by hours but the sweet smiles on their faces revealed no complaints.

"Kiwis. My favorite," Gillian exclaimed almost like a young child, quickening her steps to where a large wooden stand stacked with the brown-colored fruit stood.

The fruit hadn't always been her favorite, far from it. Her first taste of the odd fruit was at the age of one. Her mother had given her a small piece and she had spitted it out almost immediately; abhorred by the sourness, never even the opportunity to sample the sweet center.

Once you get pass the sour exterior you will be able to taste the sweetness inside, her mother would say, but each and every time, she would swiftly flee when offered a piece.

It wasn't until adulthood in New York that she finally began to appreciate this peculiar fruit. It was the close similarities that the fruit held to life that intrigued her the most -- a bit of sweetness surrounded by a lot of sourness. Each cringing bite served as a reminder of hope, of her mother's words.

Luckier than most, she was born into a family that offered more love and luxury than some people could ever imagine. The princess -- that was what her older brother always called her because the entire household from parents and brother to the staff members; all catered to her every whim.

But such happiness could not last forever.

Rather it seemed her suffering was only multiplied by her good fortune. Roughly eighteen, she was forced to flee to New York all alone, having no one but herself. For the first time in her life, she was struck hard by reality.

So many of nights, she broke down in tears, not knowing how to face the next day, not knowing what the future would hold.

Her once color-filled world became monotone and cold.

How she wanted to return to Hong Kong, return to her family. Yet, that was no longer an option, not since her father publicly disowned her.

There was no turning back.

But who would imagine she would eventually marry the same man she had tried so hard to run away from. And ironically, she felt no regrets.

The raw texture of the brown skin felt slightly ticklish and familiar against her soft hand. The clear plastic bag she was holding was already half way filled when the distinct sound of turning wheels approached. Behind the metal cart containing their groceries, dressed in beige turtleneck and black leather jacket paired with vintage-washed blue jeans, her husband moved with ease and grace; his eyes twinkled as they rested on her.

Just a year ago, the thought of her husband strolling casually through a supermarket was unimaginable. Yet, the simple trip had become part of their weekly life. Sometimes, to sample fresh seafood they even ventured into the loud and dirty outdoor marketplace by the pier.

Her lips automatically curved into a sweet smile. "How about a kiwi shake later?"

"Sure," he answered then teased, "At least, you can't burn a shake."

He was deliberately badgering her for accidentally burning their dinner last night. But despite his teasing comments, he cleaned up the plate of meatloaf that had nearly turned to charcoal with a grin. It was the same when he would insists on washing the dishes or cleaning the windows, claiming her small petite physique was inferior to his when in actuality, he didn't want her delicate hands to dry from the strong washing liquid or itch from the powder inside the plastic domestic gloves.

That was the way her husband was, unlike others whose emotions ran along their lips, his were always buried deep in his heart.

After playfully rolling her eyes, she took another kiwi into her hand, squeezing it lightly before deciding that it was ripe enough to purchase. Then raising the plastic bag containing close to a dozen kiwis, she turned to her husband. "Okay, that should be enough. What else do we need?"

His broad shoulders shrugged carelessly leaving her to reciprocate with a small disbelief shake of her head and a playful dry smile and meaningful glare.

Despite living alone for many years, her husband had been entirely reliant on his sister and nanny to stock his shelves and clean his sheets, absolutely ignorant to what was necessary to run a household. He was only too happy to have her to make all the choices.

Quickly, she scanned the packed cart. "I think that's about it. Let's go, we still have to go the nursery later. Leila can't handle all the work by herself."

The ride back to the house to drop off the groceries went rather quickly, in a blink of an eye, the short path leading to the glass structure was approaching and the metal gates were in plain view.

The bushes of carnations in front.

The large willow tree on the right side.

Everything about the nursery was the same as the first time she stepped foot on this paradise but the most important element was no longer there.

Her sister-in-law.

But despite her absence, her essence was still so strong; so strong that Gillian half-expected her to push open the glass door to greet them but of course that would not happen.

Never again.

Much had transpired since her return to Hong Kong over two years ago. But none was more painful than her sister-in-law's death. Someone so sweet, so genuine, did not deserve to die so tragically. Even now, close to a year later, it still felt surreal.

As if everything was just a horrible dream, only it really wasn't.

But the taste of mourning was not hers alone.

From time to time, during the middle of the night, she would awake to find her husband missing. And when she wandered around the quiet house in search of his whereabouts, she would always find him in the room that his sister had once occupied. Standing in front of the wide glass window, staring into the dark night, he looked so alone, so vulnerable. She imagined that replaying in his mind were the carefree days of his childhood with his sister on the sandy beach, only to be awaken from the beautiful memories to the realization that the laughter and smiles would never be again.

With her slender arms wrapped around his warm body, neither would speak. There was no need to. They both felt the loss.

Karena was gone.

It was doubtful her husband would ever forgive his father for the role he played in his sister's death. And yet, she knew her husband could never separate himself from the older man.

Blood could never be separated.

Despite the anxiousness in her voice, Leila still smiled brightly. "I'm so glad you two are here. The shipment is for the day after next and I only have a quarter of the plants packed."

The young girl had been hired after her sister-in-law's death. Had it not been for her help, the nursery could not have continued to function.

"Okay, let's get started then. What should we do?" Gillian asked smiling at Leila then turned to meet the eyes of husband.

The sweet girl carefully instructed them on what needed to be done.

While she placed the small pots of plants into the large crates, her husband stacked them away, ready to be shipped off.

As hours passed, the sunlight that had once filled the glass structure began to recede, leaving only the cold white light from the halogen lamps hung above their heads.

"Look at you," she said after her husband stacked a filled crate onto another one. Then with a gentle hand, she brushing off some dirt from her husband's flawless complexion, earning a slanted grin from him.

"Ahh," Leila muttered as she stretched her arms upwards over her head. "Can't believe we packed more than half of the plants already."

The area by the door that was empty before was now filled with stacks of crates, small pieces of green still visible through the openings.

"Let's call it a day then," Gillian looked from her husband to Leila, "it's already well pass your leaving time."

"Oh that's alright. I don't mind," the other girl once again flashed a warm and carefree smile.

This time it was Edison that spoke, "Gill's right. It's getting late. Why don't we start again early tomorrow?"

"Yeah, don't worry about it. We'll finish up tomorrow," Gillian chimed in.

Dark clouds filled the night skies by the time they reached their cars and exchanged parting words. The poorly lit road was barely visible in the absence of the usual bright moon and twinkling stars. Despite the corduroy jacket that was snug around her petite body, and the small quantity of heat expelled from the vents of the silver Mercedes, she still felt the evening chill. Absentmindedly, she began to rub her hands together, seeking to keep them warm.

But less than a minute after her hands touched, unease grew from the inside of her chest; unknown fear crept into her heart. Adverting her eyes downwards instantly, she noticed the bareness on her left hand.

Her wedding band was missing.

The band was part of a set, one belonging to herself and the other to her husband. Together, they were silent witnesses of their marriage, metallic symbols of their commitment. And now hers was missing.

"Oh no!" she cried.

"Chipped another nail?" Her husband teased, glancing over from the top of the black leather covered steering wheel.

"No," she cried, not in the mood to joke. "My wedding band is missing. It was still there before when I was making coffee."

"It must have slipped off when you were packing the plants," he said, taking her hand into his own. "Don't worry, we'll find it tomorrow."

Reluctantly, her head slowly nodded but her heart continued to pound feverishly.

Tomorrow.